for the first time in a really long time. it felt like the team we were again. though we were missing mel & wanchee. and all of us were not competing. but to see pauline go up there and fight for her team like that. after all the fucked up shit she had to take. and to do a more than decent routine. i really must say i respect that girl. a great deal. everyone was in tears. haha. this is the rg tramp team fighting spirit. yeah they might be representing rj. but once a rg tramper, always a rg tramper. haha. and i'm super proud of all the girls who've come so far. the team spirit that mr teo somehow taught all of us never left. till this day, the trampers are still so close. kayli jie & i. mel, ziying & i. juee, huihui, wanchee & wenxin. until now we're all still so tight. its an amazing feeling. standing in the crowd, watching them jump. the feeling of jumping, of front pike half-turn jump backsomer half-turn-back-drop half-turn-up straddle half-turn-face-drop jump land. i did that routine once competitively only. and seeing so many girls do it time again and again. i don't know how to explain to others how that 25 seconds can mean so much. be so much to us. what we all went through to get that 25 seconds. rg b div 04 team meant the world to me. and till this day i'm still upset that i missed my bounce on the last jump. if only we could have gotten more. and then when it came to a div, i didn't give a fuck shit seriously. i didn't turn up for training, refused to train, refused to learn my brani. cause to me it wasn't a team. a team would not want to replace a teammate with someone outside e team just cos tt person outside the team could complete a routine despite never training. teo would never do that. i don't think i'll ever respect any coach the way i respect teo. then again i doubt i'll ever have a coach again -.- hahaha. unless i somehow manage to find a gymnasium in london that does trampoline. hmms, interesting thought. and i hate hypocritical ppl who slam tramp, but when get injured take tramp up cos that's e only thing they can do.

huge gym rant. haha. happy times gym trainings were (: twas love. plus i've got dinner with my b div team, ie ziying & my very noisy juniors who i adore to death. hahaha. until now when i hear 'lao da' i still react -.-

god i'm addicted to anime. WHYWHYWHY do i get more addictions e closer exams get. dieeee.